Last time I wrote, I think I mentioned that Maui called me back.
I wasn't super keen on traveling halfway across the world to do whatever it was I was meant to do or experience. But I listened to the call, and went.
I kind of hyped it up in my mind and started expecting some perfect, magical experience.
My trip started out delightfully with a very full and magical day in San Diego with my friends, The Mystic Misfits (they are divine, spiritually aligned dudes whom I super adore- more on them another day). Then I got to Oahu and saw two of my favorite healers and friends before hopping yet another flight to Kahului, Maui. I drove a very fun VW Golf on "The Road to Hana" which is a VERY winding, curvy, nauseating road to drive. I get to my cute little cabin in the middle of the countryside in Hana... and I say "I'm here! Now what?!"
I decided I'd go directly to the place I had seen in my visions... the place I was supposed to go and sit and meditate and "meet the gods". At least that's what my main guide said.
I felt rushed. The park closed at 6PM. Someone had told me I needed to find this particular (and well hidden) cave. I started exploring, went down a couple paths that led to nowhere... and stepped in some shit. Literally. I have started asking myself "Why has this happened for me?" instead of TO me. I couldn't fine a good reason! :-D I cleaned off my shoe and hiked up what is now my favorite bit of land in the middle of the Pacific.
I had to release my expectations.
The next morning- I went back out to where I was "supposed" to be. I couldn't chill out. The water was crashing against the rocks and sounded rather nerve wracking. I sat there in disbelief. "Why the fuck am I here?!?!" I had come all this way...
I looked around and noticed how beautiful everything was. Truly Stunning.
Sitting still wasn't working for me. I got up and began dancing with the wind. I started hearing the whisper of Source showing me ways to move, correlating with the directions and elements. For some reason the directions especially- have always been an undercurrent in my work. Perhaps this was exactly why I was there.
I felt so free on my volcanic rock. Things clicked into place.
I remembered... there is no supposed to be. It still took me an entire additional day to settle in and Just Be, IN IT. In Flow. In the vortex. I finally remembered to release my expectations and my last day was the most soul moving and freeing.
The truth is though, I had let my expectations get in the way of my ability to manifest what I desired.
It's an example of hanging on to something that doesn't exist. I've learned over the years that holding on tightly can ultimately lead to stagnation and the opposite of what is wanted. There is no such thing as a perfectly planned experience! My most glorious and awesome days are the ones where I've allowed myself to just go with the flow, accept what comes my way, let down my guard, let go of my perceived control.
Recently I noticed MANY people are struggling with Actually manifesting what they want. Luckily I was able to connect with my inner guidance system to release myself from expectations.
It takes more than a vision board and a wish held close to your heart. What you need is a multifaceted, energetic shift. I was able to channel three powerful lessons in recent months, that will guide you through what it takes to return to Earth (basically what I did in Maui), release the pain (also what I did in Maui), and receive the abundance (wow, yes... on my last day in Maui- with only minutes to spare- I found the Perfect location for my 2019 retreat and things are clicking easily into place... because that's how abundance flows when you are open to it. MORE on my retreat coming soon).
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